[Josée's
Note: Okay, a little quicker than I had intended. This is a 4,800 word fanfic
involving two characters and an NPC from my "London By Night"
Vampire: the Requiem game. Helena is a Ventrue NPC who was treated badly by her
sire and former domitor, Deveraux. She was rescued by two PCs (Merris and
Czaka), and has become Merris' partner, and an adoptive mother to his
also-embraced daughter, Lucy (who is a knife obsessed 14-year-old). Merris is
an ex-smuggler who left his wife and newborn daughter to keep them out of
harm's way. He found his way to London and has since been embraced into the
Gangrel clan and has become Seneschal of London. Czaka was a Polish art forger,
embraced by the Mekhet. She met an unfortunate end in a botched 'rescue'
attempt after Merris was found to have erased parts of his memory to aid an
enemy of the Fief. Prince Emily, I should note, IS the same Emily as listed in
other froth on this blog, but this is an alternate universe version who shares
a similar, but not the same, background.]
Song List:
Human
– Christina Perri
Cups
– Anna Kendrick
Say
Something – Kurt Schneider
Let
Me Go – Avril Lavigne
Hope/Xavier’s
Theme – John Ottman [This when moving the urn is
HORRIBLY bittersweet]
Perfect
(Acoustic) – P!nk
Who
Knew (Acoustic) – P!nk [This fits so well near the end]
Bridge
Over Troubled Water – Hayley Westenra
If Yesterday Should Speak
Dedicated to Ryan (Merris) and Jak (Czaka).
“We should move Czaka’s ashes soon.”
Helena commented, thoughtfully, as she sat outside the pillow fort with Merris
as he sewed. He turned to look at her, somewhat taken aback. “Sorry,” she
replied, with a small smile. “I just don’t like the idea of her being in that
dining room…especially alone.” She explained, with a small frown. Merris tucked
the needle into the fabric, and looked at her, surprised. She hadn’t commented
on the urn’s position before, and it hadn’t seemed to be a concern to her;
until now.
“Where
are you thinking?” He asked her, looking out of the Hall doors, into the dining
room the ashes were being held in. “I’m not sure it’s…” he tried to find the
right word “…sensible…that we put her next to Emma…” He ended, flatly, though
his lip curled into a slight smile at the thought of Czaka and Emma chiding
each other.
“We
could put her in one of the bedrooms; one of the proper ones, the smart ones?”
Suggested Helena, flicking through her mental plans of the house. “Or there’s
the courtyard, so she could be outside and not cooped up in this place.” She
added, with a small shrug. “Or she could join us in here and…you know…” She
said, quietly, “…she could at least have company…” She sighed, resting her chin
on her hand. “It just doesn’t feel right for her to be in that huge dark room
alone.” Merris frowned, thinking. His mind was still somewhat preoccupied with
the memory of those rivets clattering around Emma’s urn, and that made him
unnecessarily uncomfortable with sharing the pillow fort with an urn. They were
reminders of the death that had plagued those he associated with for far longer
than was comfortable, and Czaka’s in particular stung. After all, had it not
been due to his decisions…she would never have needed to make the doomed
‘rescue’ attempt in the first place. Plus, it was his own space, for he, Helena
and Lucy to share. While Czaka was a close friend, she was never family…and it
was his family he needed closest right now.
Did Czaka like nature?
Merris wondered, thinking through his conversations with her. If she did, she
had never told him. But is a random
bedroom any better? He thought. Czaka would still be alone, in a dark room,
so if that was what was making Helena so uncomfortable, it wouldn’t help her
any…and would be even further away from everyone else.
“Let’s take
her to the courtyard.” He replied, with a slow nod. “For the first time in a
while she’ll be in the sunlight.” He added, smiling slightly. “And it’s a nicer
view than being in the house.” Helena looked at him and returned the smile.
“Yeah.” She
replied, faintly. “Yeah. The courtyard sounds good.” Concerned, Merris reached
for her hand, placing the dress he was embroidering down on the table with his
other hand. Helena looked at him and smiled weakly. “Shall we?” She asked,
quietly. He nodded and stood up alongside her. “Should we tell Lucy?” She
suddenly queried.
“No.” Merris
replied, almost resignedly. “She’d run amok anyway. Perhaps it’s best if we
leave her to her ‘sparring’ for a bit…” He added, his eyes glancing at the main
stairs. “…She’d only be annoyed we were interrupting her anyway.” He grinned.
Helena chuckled.
“That’s
true.” She sighed. She walked with Merris across to the dining room. The vase
from the Langham Hotel that held Czaka’s ashes was sat on the far right end of
the table, and Merris walked over and picked it up. It was the first time he
had held the vase since collecting her ashes from the floor of the Prince’s
antechamber. It felt heavier than he remembered, and as he carried it out to
the courtyard, there was an emptiness within him; a numbness. As he walked, he
mused on what things would have been like had she believed him, and let Emily
do as she needed. There would be no urn.
He began. Czaka would have been with us,
fighting as she always did, at the Castle. She would be here with us in person,
not in a vase. She would be fighting with Emily and fighting alongside Lucy.
As he stood in the courtyard, he found a place between two willow trees, and
dug a small hole. He went to place the vase in, and Helena stopped him.
“Wait.” She
said, and knelt down. She placed the lid of a teapot in the top of the vase,
and padded it with some richly coloured material so it fitted snugly. “Now the
mud and rain can’t get in.” She explained, as she stood back up. Merris smiled
gratefully at her as he began to cover it over with mud. “I don’t suppose you
could embroider a plaque for her?” Helena asked, her voice soft but a hint of
sarcasm in her voice.
“I could
probably try.” He replied, actually thinking of the possibilities. “What would
we put on it, though?” He asked.
“I don’t
know…” Helena paused. “You knew her better than me. What would you suggest?”
She asked, looking at him uncertainly. Merris paused for a second, struck by
the enormity of this question. How do you
sum up someone’s life in such an insignificant number of letters and sounds?
How do you take all that they were…and whittle it down to words on a page?
Czaka was larger-than-life. Czaka was arguably mentally unstable. Czaka was…
He began to
speak, his eyes closed and expression unreadable. “Czaka Snedgo. Died 20th
April 2014. One of the bravest and most dedicated people I ever had the
privilege of knowing. One of my closest friends, she lived for the people she
cherished; defending them, sheltering them and caring for them. She will be
missed…but she will never be forgotten.” Helena smiled softly, squeezing his
shoulder gently with his hand.
“Sounds
perfect.” She replied, quietly. “Looks like you’ve got another job on your
hands…though this one might not pay in boons.” She added, trying to be
light-hearted.
“It doesn’t
need to.” Merris answered, his eyes not moving from the disturbed dirt over the
urn. “She deserves something to mark
her resting place.” After a few seconds, he pushed himself up, and stepped
back. After some time, he sighed, looking up at the sky. “Dawn’s near. We
should rescue the training room from Lucy.” Helena nodded.
“I’ll go make
sure the fort’s clear enough for sleep.” She replied, giving his hand one final
squeeze. “Goodnight, Czaka.” She said, clearly, to the courtyard before turning
around and walking inside. Merris stood alone in the courtyard; his heart
heavy.
“Goodnight,
Czaka.” He repeated, his voice echoing off the stone walls, amplifying the
loneliness that threatened to engulf him. “Bask in the daylight for me.” He
stepped back, and then slowly turned and walked into the house.
He spent the
next twenty minutes convincing Lucy to stop slashing the (very torn) punching
bag with her shiny new three-headed axe, and eventually resorting to using his
wolf form to ‘herd’ her downstairs and into the fort, much to Erian and Styx’s
amusement. Once Lucy had put her axe away, and her many knives, the family
began to settle for the night; Merris and Helena holding each other a little
more tightly than the nights before.
The following
evening, Merris found himself awake just as the sun disappeared below the
horizon. Lucy had pushed herself between him and Helena, and the two of them
were sleeping nestled together. Confused as to why he was awake, he suddenly
heard a muffled sound, but he couldn’t discern where from. Gently moving himself
away from the two women, he crept out of the main fort, and between the fort
and wall. Again, there was that muffled sound and it sounded as though it were
outside the room. Concern growing, he entered the fort to take one of his
knives from his jacket, and then exited the fort ‘compound’ that he and Lucy
had created. His eyes scanned the room and the atrium beyond it. He was on high
alert, ready to react to whatever came through the doors. But the noise began
once more, and he realised with a pang of fear and shock, that it was a voice
calling…for him. It was both familiar and unnatural at once. The voice itself
was one he knew, one he had not heard for at least two months, which was
frightening in itself…but it was distinctly different. It sounded distant and
near all at once; as if the speaker were communicating through a long hollow
tube, underwater. The voice was distorted and dampened…yet it was clear.
It was
Czaka’s. And it was calling him.
Merris’ hand
tightened around the knife. Dominate could, in theory, make another speak for
someone else…but he had never heard of it being used on the dead. He didn’t
know if it was even possible…she was ash, after all. Deliberately, he silently
crept through the house, following the voice, which led him out into the
Courtyard.
And he could
never have prepared for what he saw.
Stood next to
the urn, which was still buried, was the iridescent, ethereal figure…of Czaka, her
face clean and unmarked; eyes both shining and undamaged. As he entered, her
eyes caught his. “Merris!” The image spoke, in a voice that shimmered on the
breeze; clear as diamond yet thick as tar. “You’re safe!” She cried, relief
flooding her voice.
“I told you I
would be, you silly bugger.” He half-choked out, struggling to believe his eyes
and ears. He looked her up and down. “Your face…” He blurted, before snapping
his eyes shut and starting again. “I mean…you look…complete.” He floundered,
hoping she’d understand what he meant.
“Apparently
kindred can’t do this.” She replied, gesturing to herself. “But all that seems
to have changed is my appearance; back to how I looked as a kine. I remember
everything I remembered…I know everything I knew.” She sighed. “Has Emily been
treating you well?” She asked, hollowly. “I didn’t die so that she could walk
all over you.” She added, her voice level and almost without emotion. Merris
felt a pang in his stomach. It was difficult to hear her talking; knowing that
she knew she was dead.
“She’s…had a
tough time recently.” He began, trying to figure out how best to word it. “We
won the War.” He began, tentatively upbeat. “The Roses are gone. I’m just sorry
that you weren’t there with us to see it…” He frowned.
“Good
riddance.” She muttered under her breath. “So if you won…what’s her problem?”
She asked, blunt as ever. Again, Merris felt the twinge in his stomach. He had
forgotten how precise Czaka’s disarming blows could be. He tried not to think
on the three hundred or so people he had killed in the explosion, or how close
he Evangeline, Helena and Lucy had come to death.
“Evangeline.”
He replied, somewhat shortly. “War is war…people die, so Emily says.
But…Evangeline…chose to kill a Rose after the War ended…which has got her in no
small amount of trouble.” He sighed. He slipped the knife under his belt and
ran a hand down his face. “Emily…the Prince”
He emphasised her role, “…doesn’t have many options other than…” He sighed
again. “…Other than to execute her or bloodhunt her.”
“What?!” Czaka exclaimed, “And you’re
willing to let her?” She asked,
shocked.
“She doesn’t
have a choice.” He began, knowing how quickly this could devolve into an
argument. “The other Fiefs are watching. London’s vulnerable as it is! Any
weakness seen in her could lead to more fighting…more War.” He realised how
much he sounded like Emily, and it worried him. “Evangeline…she had no reason
to kill the woman.”
“Yes she
did!” Czaka exclaimed, “The Roses have threatened this Fief ever since we
arrived! They’ve used and abused everyone they could! You’re going to let your
sire die for killing a Rose?!” She cried, disgusted. “You’re
going to stand there and watch someone else
die at Emily’s hands‽”
Merris reeled.
“The Prince” he reiterated “has given her a
week to run. We can get her out. We can find a way of getting her to safety.”
He insisted. “She’ll be safe. She took on O’Malley and survived. Helena, Lucy
and I will know if she needs our help…but you know as well as I do that that
won’t be the case…”
“How kind of
her.” Czaka replied, dryly. “And you’re happy to exile your sire? What’s
happened to you, Merris? What happened to the man who would cross hell and high
water for those he cared about?” She challenged him, taking a half-step,
half-glide towards him. “What happened to the man who would fight to defend…”
She stopped, abruptly, realisation dawning on her face. “You changed. You
changed the moment you met the Prince.”
She spat. “You stopped fighting.” Merris glared at her, wounded.
“Stopped fighting?” He choked,
angrily. “Stopped fighting‽” He drew
himself up to his full height; his neck cracking slightly as his eyes bore into
hers.
“You sat there, as she killed me, Merris.” Czaka snarled. “You sat and you watched as she hacked off my head.” She growled, almost spitting each word. Merris
flinched. “I was there to protect
you.” Her voice grew soft, and regretful. “I was there to stop her from doing
what she did to me; to you.”
“I couldn’t stop her, Czaka.” He replied,
willing her to understand. “You killed her Ghoul; regardless of what you were
trying to do. I told you I would be
fine. I told you. I just had to let
what was going to happen, happen, and then…that would have been it.
Life…unlife…would have gone on. Everything would have continued.” He explained,
his voice soft but passion-filled; and then the fire returned. “And as for fighting.” He angrily sighed, gesturing
to the three scars above his eye as he casually pulled at the neck of his
shirt, revealing deep, thick, raking scars. “I never stopped. I never had the chance to stop.” She went to interrupt
but he continued.
“After you
died, London was set ablaze. Helena, Lucy, Evangeline, Czarrite, Styx, Erian,
Avery and who knows how many more…we were all left without homes; all left to
fend for ourselves. Emily let us
stay here.” He emphasised. “She could have told us to bugger off and go somewhere
else, but she let us stay. Then
Trellion and the Roses decided to issue an ultimatum to Emily; give them the
city or get out…and we were forced to fight again; for real. It was war, Czaka.” He tensed as he began to
see the images roll through his mind once more. “Evangeline was torpored, I
almost died, Czarrite almost died…” his voice quietened, “…Lucy almost died. We were lucky. In that one…night…I killed so many people. I fought things you’ve
never encountered and I single-handedly created an image I wish I could forget. If
you want to believe I stopped fighting, then by all means be my guest.” He spat back at her, pain in his eyes. “I wish it
were true. You will never see the
things I’ve seen or know the decisions
I have had to make for the sake of
this Fief, and for the sake of my family.” He glared at the ground, his
voice tinged with regret and anger, tears in his eyes. He looked at her, his
voice regretful and quiet. “I am so
sorry for the trouble I got you into; for the hurt I have caused and the awful
things I said to you.” He paused, and sighed softly. “And I am so sorry…that I just sat there and
watched you die in front of me.” A single tear fell, crimson against his pallid
cheek. Czaka stood there, stunned. Merris shook his head and swallowed. His
anger and frustration was waning, and instead he was left standing there
reeling from his own thoughts and memories.
“How is
Serafiem?” Czaka asked, after some time. “Was his house burnt too? Was he in
the War? Is he safe?” Merris paused…uncertain of how to word his response.
“Truthfully…I
don’t know. When I went to pick up your letters, Marcus said he was a ‘guest’
with the Roses. The fires started before we could check if that was true. We
haven’t seen him since…and Marcus hasn’t been around either. Maybe they both
escaped, and are hiding out together like us?” He suggested, earnestly. “I…I
honestly don’t know, Czaka. I’m sorry.”
“Please find
out. Please find him.” Czaka quietly requested. “He took me in when no-one else
would have; when my own husband walked out on me for how I looked.” She looked
slightly more hopeful. “Is Milosz with you? Did he return? Does he know I…died?
I…I mean, I’ve heard that Kindred can tell when those they’re close to have
died…did he?”
“Who’s
Milosz?” Asked Merris, confused. “Your husband?
Is he…Kindred too?”
“Yes, he was
embraced a few months before my death. He came across from Poland, with
Serafiem’s help. He…didn’t take well to my appearance and disappeared. He
hasn’t shown up, then?” Merris shook his head, apologetically.
“I wondered
who that letter was for. I haven’t seen him, nor heard anything about him. Any
ideas as to where he might be?” He asked, uncertainly.
“No…as I
said, he disappeared.” Czaka looked crestfallen. She sighed and then looked
back to Merris. “You mentioned Lucy…almost…dying.” She said, trying to take her
mind off her missing husband. “…Is she okay? Is she safe?” Merris nodded,
somewhat relieved to get back to things he actually did know about.
“She’s fine,
now. A little battered, a little bruised.” He replied, smiling comfortingly.
“She’s sleeping in the main hall. You can come and see her,” he suggested,
trying to ignore the implications of the offer, “if you wish? She’s sleeping in
a…well, the way it’s been described is a ‘pillow fort’.” He grinned. “Helena’s
with her…they’ll be waking up soon, I expect.” Czaka smiled, and then sadly
shook her head.
“It seems
that I can’t move much beyond this spot.” She replied. “I tried to come to find
you…but I couldn’t move more than about six feet in any direction.” She
frowned. “But I am glad to hear she is well. She’s the one Kindred who showed
me I didn’t have to let any other Kindred push me around.” She smiled.
“Well, she’ll
be thrilled to hear that.” Merris
chuckled, raising an eyebrow. “She was gifted a three-headed axe by Czarrite;
she’s been so thrilled by it she’s taken to curling up with it in bed.” He
added, shaking his head slightly, as Czaka grinned. “Oh, and she likes walking
around in plate armour, it seems. Sometimes I wonder if she was a knight in a
past life, with her addiction to armour and weaponry.” He pondered out loud.
“She would
have been fearsome.” Czaka commented. “Wasn’t there a warrior Queen in England,
far, far back in history. Red hair and…” she trailed off.
“Boudicca?”
Suggested Merris, and then his eyes widened. “That would be terrifying.”
“Having a
past warrior Queen on your side isn’t a bad thing, though, is it?” Asked Czaka,
again smiling.
“It is when
she’s your current-life daughter.” He replied, with haste. His jovial tone left
him for a moment, and he looked at Czaka. “Why did you have to run in at the
hotel?” He asked, quietly; downhearted. “Why didn’t you trust me?” Czaka sighed
and raised her eyebrows, a small, knowing smile on her lips as she returned his
gaze.
“You, my
friend, have a habit of putting yourself at risk for the sake of everyone else.
I would almost suggest you get a kick out of near-death experiences.” She
commented; the tiniest trace of a dare for him to deny it on the edges of her
words. “I didn’t want you to die. I didn’t want you to throw yourself away. You
had Lucy and Helena to watch out for…” She sighed. “…Me? Well…Serafiem managed
perfectly well on his own. He didn’t need me. I infuriated him more than I
pleased him. And Milosz…” She shrugged. “Milosz walked out on me when I needed
him most; when I needed his acceptance and his love…all because of how I
looked.” She frowned and shrugged sadly. “No-one needed me. I was
expendable…not like you.” She finished, mournfully. Merris looked at her,
disbelieving.
“I…needed
you.” He replied, the words feeling awkward, but true. Czaka looked at him and
shook her head, dismissively. “Look…I should have said this when…” he floundered,
trying to fit the words into the right places. “…before everything exploded
into chaos. You were the first true ‘friend’ I made in this country. You saved
my life the second time we met, you helped run a heist not even the Roses
believed we could pull off, you saved Helena from living her life as nothing
more than…” he growled “…Deveraux’s favourite pet, you found her children a new home, you were willing to face
Lucy and take whatever she wanted to throw at you after Eleanor made you take
her away…” He counted on his fingers every instance. “You were…you are so, so dear to me…and Helena.” He
paused and then shrugged. “And Lucy too, though she’s too proud to ever admit
it.” He wished he could hug her. It was with heavy heart that he realised, as
he reached out for her hand, that she was truly incorporeal. “You deserved a
better friend than me, Czaka.” He commented quietly; apologetically. “I always
acted like you were just a colleague…but you were always more than that. You
were…my closest; my dearest friend.” Czaka looked at him, with both joy and
sorrow.
“Thank you,
Merris.” She replied, softly. “You were the only friend I really had here, too.
That’s why I wanted to help you as much as I could. I never meant for it all to
go so horribly wrong.” She sighed. “Did you and Lucy read my letters?” She
asked, almost in a whisper. Merris internally cringed.
“Lucy did.
She was slightly bemused.” He smiled as he remembered. “Helena…isn’t Lucy’s
biological mother…” he paused for a second, uncertain of whether to continue or
not. “…though I wish she were.” Czaka covered her mouth with her hand,
embarrassed.
“Sorry…” She
replied, hastily. “I didn’t mean any…I just presumed…”
“It’s fine.”
Merris reassured her, laughing. “Neither Lucy, Helena or I had any issue with
it. She seemed more concerned you were tied up somewhere as a prisoner.
I…hadn’t really known how to approach your…death…with her.” He explained
apologetically.
“And you…?”
Czaka asked, questioningly.
“I haven’t
read mine.” Merris awkwardly replied. “I…didn’t really want to open it.
I…didn’t want to think of you as…gone.” He explained, delicately. “And…then
things got out of control with the fires and war and…I never got a chance to
sit alone and just…read.”
“Will you
promise me one thing?” She asked, gently. “Will you sit and read it sometime
soon? It’s…” She fell silent for a second, as Merris looked at her with
questioning eyes. “…It’s all there is left of me. These letters…they’re all
that I am now.” Merris reached for his breast pocket, before remembering he had
left his jacket in the main hall.
“I will.” He replied, nodding. “I promise.”
“I will.” He replied, nodding. “I promise.”
Czaka’s
outline began to shimmer and fade. She looked down at her arms and then looked
back up. “It seems like my time has run out…” She commented, looking at Merris wistfully.
“Are you
going to return?” He asked, confused. He took a step towards her.
“I don’t
know…this visit was something of a surprise in the first place…” She replied,
perplexed. “If I can…I will. I promise.” She nodded. “If I can’t though…know
that I am sorry; and that I am proud to be able to call you my friend, Merris.”
She said, with a definite nod.
“I couldn’t
have asked for a better accomplice in all those hare-brained schemes.” He
replied, with a grin. “Nor could I have asked for a more loyal friend.” He
added, nodding courteously in her direction.
“Goodbye,
Merris.” The slithers of spectral light called, as they faded. Standing alone
in the courtyard, watching the place her smile had last been, Merris replied.
“Goodbye,
Czaka. I hope we meet again.”
He stood
there for a while, feeling both comforted and lost. The wound that had been
Czaka’s death had been opened once more…but there seemed to be more resolution;
more…acceptance of it this time. He sat in front of her ashes, looking at the
churned-up soil. It didn’t make any sense. How could she have appeared? Vampires exist… he began to think, maybe ghosts do too? He mused on the
idea. He would have to ask her more about how she had materialised the next
time (if there was a next time, he
suddenly realised) she appeared. Why
couldn’t she enter the building? Why did she suddenly disappear? Could everyone
hear her? Could everyone have seen her? His mind boggled with the questions
he now had.
Suddenly,
from behind him, he heard footsteps. He turned, and Helena was stood there,
concern etched on her face.
“Merris?” She
asked, softly. “Are…you alright?” She walked towards him, and he offered his
hand to her. She took it, and knelt behind him. “We wondered where you had got
to. Lucy went looking in the cupboard again.” She added, with a smile. Merris
looked over his shoulder and smiled at her.
“Yeah…I’m
good. I…” he chuckled. How on earth was he going to explain this to her? “I…had
a little chat with my guardian angel.” He explained, a slightly humorous tone
to his voice. “I think she’s happy enough with where things have ended up.”
Helena looked at him, surprised.
“I didn’t
realise you were spiritual…?” She replied, inquisitively.
“Neither did
I.” He grinned. “It’s funny how our experiences change us…” He shrugged
lightly. Helena looked at him, uncertainly.
“You didn’t
go out feeding, did you?” She asked, shuffling to sit next to him, scrutinising
his eyes.
“What? No!”
He answered, wondering what she was thinking.
“Are you
sure?” She pressed, as if speaking to a child.
“Helena…what…?”
“You…didn’t
happen to find anyone…a bit…you know; iffy.
Did you?” She uncomfortably queried, feeling bad for disbelieving him.
“‘Iffy’?” He repeated, losing the track
of the conversation. Helena suddenly seemed to take on her professional tone,
as she placed a hand on his cheek and thoroughly examined his eyes.
“You didn’t
feed from a drug addict, did you?” She asked, plainly.
“I haven’t fed at all, Helena! Honestly!” He exclaimed, laughing at
her. “What on Earth gives you that impression‽”
Helena sighed, and rubbed her temples.
“Okay, let’s
say this was me. If you walked out
to find me sat next to the urn of my dead friend, grinning, claiming I was
feeling fine and that I’d been talking to my ‘Guardian Angel’…what would you assume?” She asked, raising her
eyebrows and holding her palms out towards him. “Well?” Merris looked at her,
and tried not to respond, but he couldn’t resist.
“Helena…” He
began, measuredly. “…If I had told you some years ago that you would no longer
be alive but be living, and that you would adopt the man you pulled bullets out
of on a dockside and his knife-obsessed daughter as family…” He began having
trouble stifling a chuckle. “…would you have believed that?” He grinned again.
Helena sighed and then smiled.
“I guess
not.” She agreed, raising an eyebrow. “Okay then, so why are you so content?”
She asked.
“Well…” He
began. “…I am still alive, for one. I have a wonderful pillow fort I made with
my daughter waiting for me, and I know that my best friend is more at peace now
than ever before. And to top it all off,” He paused for a second. Why is telling her so much more difficult
than telling Czaka‽ he thought. Collecting himself, he
steeled his courage. “I am sat with the woman who…in all honesty…should have been
the mother of my daughter.” He said, in a single breath with his eyes firmly
shut. He opened them to see Helena looking back at him with surprise. “Oh…and
who thinks I’m on drugs.” He added, with a grin.
“Maybe not…” replied Helena, mollified. Merris smiled, and
stood up, pulling her up with him. He put an arm around her shoulder.
“Now…I should probably explain why I was out here…but…it may
take a while…” He began, as they walked out of the courtyard together, the
stars shining above, and the moon illuminating the disturbed soil with its soft
glow.
The End.
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